LaZyCrAzY frOg

can i get one more time to tell u,,

i have ketp my feeling too long, 1 year. i want to tell u, but everything's gone,,

God, Did u give me a chance to tell him yet? or u just give me a nervous situation to test me..

how can i ignore it? how to dont care any one? if my life is full with everyone that i love ,,

one is friend,,another one is him...

Or may be everything that i mention it before, is just the way to aviod the truth that im coward

im excited when i meet u though i always pretend like nothing happens in my heart

im shy when i talk to u,,if i express my feeling, i feel scared that u will ignore and leave me..

Now, my heart & head are full of u, i cant deal with it any more.

Everything which  happend in the past i did it because i had the reason. i felt guilty, if i had to betray my friend. Till now im not sure that she didnt like u any more, she's better yet?, or anything else.

Now she is getting date with her new gigs but i dont know her real feeling.

But,,,i really love him

Dont want to cry and feel guilty...how to let it go..^^' 1 year passed is too long, i cant deal with it any more ,,help me! Brave